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1.
standing barefoot in this aisle i close my eyes and breathe i feel like i've been here before but never dreamed the sea so deep take me back where i feel safe take me back where we connect where i can craft and sing my songs. but now those places are long gone they live inside some memory a cheaper happiness, i guess where you can shelter and be free there's nothing left in there for me only melancholy bites some taste bitter, some feel right. and i hear this melody i sung as little kid and i know i'll be fine just as long as i abide in vanity of dreams in longing to be free and you'll knock on my door to come clean with your love and you'll ask me if i know what are we looking for?
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Incroyable 03:48
and so it goes everyday lost in the fog, in the boredom of long waits. i seek your face, but to no avail. i seek my place, 'cause i'm out of phase. i think it's nice of you to remember that red is my favorite color it's the one we used to paint our chest when we were fresh out of the nest then one day we woke up and we were kids no more. here's to you, to a thousand moons and to the nights we were falling out of love guess i'm old, guess it's late 'cause i'm slow and i've lost this race i think it's nice of you to smile when you sing along to my favorite song it's like a childhood dream comes true hollowing through these afternoons then one day we woke up and we were kids no more. (c'est incroyable)
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hidden somewhere in the corner of this book the verses I wrote for our neverending gloom. summer was still, with grace, calm and green, sinking our faces in old magazines. was it a problem of fear? I thought I had everything clear youth is not so sincere, it's just a form of hysteria! because we miss... ...our endless peach-sunsets in the gaze of the dark, toasting with cheap booze to our cold bad luck, building sandcastles with kids in the sand, and then the arguing and the compromises, the speech is undone. did we-e overcome fear? now the skies are blue and clear now my eyes are sincere still i am trying to disappear because we miss... everything. i'm writing a new song. it's about that time we got lost.
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honey, can't you see up there? how the stars are glittering in the dark. i'm always there, somewhere between this silence and the chance to hear you cry words like bullets ricocheting forever. glass stairs and carpets, how sad we're together. in the silent mourning of our long gone laugh we used to run and throw the things we found around here violently at our hearts. words like bullets ricocheting forever. glass stars and carpets, how sad we're together. i'm trying to love you but it's breaking my heart.
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there's a side of me that shines at times eclipsing my moon creeping in my eyes i'll be your ghost. i'll hunt for your soul. i can get pretty distracted but i hope you don't mind i'll get back in time. and i wish i could be a positive force in your life. let me be your kim, we'll be partners in crime. we'll be their ghost. we'll hunt for their soul.
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don't patronize my pain it's not in vain that i suffered that i carried this weight when the lights ran around the edges of this place where i used to hide where i used to grieve without you, my dear into my crystal splinters museum swallowing the sun, and it's almost done the night has come; my time - all i'm left with pieces of who I used to be and when I want to look back, I dream the corners of this place where i'm used to hide where i'm used to grieve without you, my dear into my crystal splinters museum [wise heart kind mind, mouth full crying light] this is my way of fighting back: i rack up, keep safe, recollect this is the way i feel alive: all my memories blurred like a super-8, your childhood friends, the bitter end, i tried to swim, you taught me well, and yet i can't feel happiness but now i know, joy is not made to be a crumb and have you changed your life? have you tried to stay alive? i am trying.

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A volte arrivi ad un punto morto.
E non sai più che direzione prendere.
Quando riesci ad andare avanti e ti lasci tutto alle spalle, ma non sai cosa c'è davanti. Questo disco, scritto fra un'estate e una quarantena, racconta di ciò.

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Sometimes you reach a dead end.
And you don't know how to chose the right path.
Then you eventually move forward and let the past behind, but the future is still undetermined. This record, written between a summer and a quarantine, tells about this story.

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released November 3, 2020

Written and recorded between April 2019 and July 2020

All songs are played, written, recorded and produced by Crystal Splinters Museum
Additional voices on Kim vs. Skyler by Giusy De Falco
Mixed and mastered by Vittorio Stanzione @ Kartel Studio (Napoli) between May and October 2020

Cover picture by Dino Lucchese
Lettering and additional graphics by Cristofaro Nocerino and Oscar Molinari

Silent Sling, 2020

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